My 22 Year Old Birthday Celebration

This time I decide to use this blog to update my Birthday Reflections..


Karl's Birthday - Celebrate with Family
I am so glad can celebrate my 22 year old birthday with my family members..
Especially is..
my sis Samatha and her fiance Chee Yao
this year my dad make a big cake for me and write there..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAR KARL
wow!~
I feeling very touch for that!
As it's not just a birthday cake.. It's a cake my dad own hand make for me..
the cake include his love and care for me..
It's a very PRECIOUS cake.. :)


Karl's Birthday - Celebrate with Old Time Buddy
A nice and very happy gathering with my old time buddy!
Remember that time.. We all just a child..
having many dream having many idea..
and that day Sandra tell me one thing..
"We just eat ice cream from a child, became a drink for adults only"
Sandra tell me this phrase she is know from a Koreo famous drama 原来是美男
lolx
Sandra sister just like ago.. love to watch DRAMA..
and...
feel so thanksgiving for this gathering..
We long time didn't meet each others..
Yet we still can gathering for my birthday.. I feel very thanksgiving..
very thanks for sister Theresa
thanks her for she make a middle birthday cake to me..
love the cake so much! for the words in the cake!
"Happy Birthday , PRETTY Little KA"
thanks you all :)


Karl's Birthday - Celebrate with Church members
give thanks to all bro and sis for they come SJ to celebrate birthday with me
and thanks sister Little Neng & brother Jia Ming too..
they two make a super big cake for me..
and there write..
"HaPpY Big DaY to our Xiao Ka "
wow!~ great!
having a good time with them in SJ
thanks too much :)


Karl's Birthday - Celebrate with her
thanks her for come SJ to find me just want to celebrate my birthday..
Although she didn't make a birthday cake to me and she also didn't buy anything gift for my birthday..
Yet..
She can spent more time to accompany me when I am birthday..
I feel very HAPPY..
thanks :)




This year is really too many things that happened
but still very thanksgiving..
Especially is this year Christmas..
and my birthday..
The most important, I can see the person I most want to see
Thanks God Halleluyah!!

感恩

感恩这一年发生的一切
无论是开心、不开心的事情
我都为着能够经历而感恩
=）
感谢上帝

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all of you ~
God Bless ya!!!

won't give up

Finally my blog change a new layout..
Finally I go back my pixnet blog..


xiang xiang is right..
She say me finally will back to pixnet..
yeah..
not so long time only.. I back pixnet update already
and..
I feel that want give up this blog also..
but I promise you all before..
I won't give up this blog
:)

很想

对于刚才的交谈
觉得莫名其妙
有点厌烦
T.T


很想离开这里
到处去旅行


很想念这个可爱的孩子
他天真的笑容

是谁变了?

你变了

是否曾经对好友说过这句话?

我变了

是否对着镜子这么对自己说过?

大家都变了啊

是否曾经这么对现在的朋友诉说着以前的朋友?

先入为主的觉得第一印象会永远保持

但过了几年后又开始质问, 你为何变了?

多年后遇见的初恋情人, 你变了很多, 你一点也没变

喂, 你知不知道, 一句你变了, 对朋友是多么大的伤害

你知不知道, 不必在意自己是否变了, 谁不会变?

你知不知道, 大家, 都和你一样会变的

也许熟悉的面孔开始越来越陌生

也许习惯开始慢慢的改变

但变来变去, 谁还不都是自己

难道, 一个人会从自己的身体变到另一个人的身体上去吗?

到底是回忆太美好, 还是不期待未来?

到底是你变了, 还是我变了?

为什么云不断的变, 却没人去告诉它呢?

M for Mad

I think I must back to my normal life again ~
If not
I will become MAD

原来他从未离开过

夜深了我怎么办
寂寞了谁在身旁


一个人你害怕吗？
说过的永远
多假 多假 多假



XDD

Pls answer me..

Today I found a funny thing..
got someone know me almost 3 months already..
Yet , she still dont know my chinese name!!
It's so F.U.N.N.Y
Actually..
I gonna ask..
Did you all know my chinese name?
∩_∩

L.O.V.E II

初恋的浪漫，

美在忘了抽身，

傻傻的爱着；

失恋的伤痛，

苦在想着曾经，

慢慢的回忆。

L.O.V.E

偉大的愛是「成全」

自私的愛是「佔有」

佔有的愛是「失去」

平淡的愛是「幸福」

幸福的愛是「珍惜」

珍惜的愛是「永恆」

Thanks

Ray :
- cheerful and pious
- Articulate
- Spiritual Strong
- Enjoyable
Thanks for your patience when sometime we were tried to give up or we tried to fail.

Rachel :
- Love to laugh
- Bold aesthetic
- Copy of Jay Chou (slurred speech)
- Love to like a baby
Thanks for your laugh when we are feeling very tired and very sleepy.

Ryan :
- Perceptual
- Strong
- Often lack of sleep
- Often talking
Thanks for your perceptual sharing let us know more about this guy name Ryan Pan. :)

Ceci :
- Hyperactive
- Studious
- Often have many problems want to ask
- Poor memory
Thanks for being a teammate during this time mission trip , appreciate your studious character.

Yee Ching :
- Love to do strange things
- Strange character
- Child's favorite Yee Ching Jie Jie
- Easy to get cry
Thanks for sacrifice your sleep time to accompany all of the children to play and tried to Evangelism to children.

Nelson :
- Hyperactive
- Talkactive
- Athletic good
- Adaptable
Thanks for your talkactive chatacter,usually make us feel very happy when we are tired.

Mei Ting :
- Quite
- Shy
- Scare to share God's love to others
- willing to try
Thanks for joining this mission trip,you are very shy and quite yet you willing to try what we hope you to do.

Wei Yin :
- Noisy
- Kindness
- Love to help others to complete their work
- Love to smile
Thanks for your kindness, let me feeling so enjoy when get together with you.

Gavin :
- Willing to obey
- Love to make noise
- Acting
- Love to sing song
Thanks for your obey when I hope you to do some work.

Sarah :
- Acting
- Love to laugh with Rachel
- Sensation
- Willing to learn
Thanks for being a teammate in this time mission trip , learn a lot of lesson from you. Especially is your acting chatacter. :)




Thanks for being a teammates in this time mission trip
I learn a lot lesson from all of you.
Thanks God put us in a same team
to serve HIM together
to know each other well
Miss U all~
take care.. and continue to serve God although mission trip is finish
Yet our mission still continue :)
Work for God!





Now stay at singapore
23 of 12 I will back to kepong for christmas :)
Sorry for this time I wont join caroling..

Learn a lot during Kuching Mission Trip

Finally finish my mission trip..
Learn a lot of thing from my teammates and all residents from there..
This time I am still doing the same work..become a team leader again..
but this time change a bit..doing prayer together.
First, i want give thank to two staffs from my team
Brother Ray and Sister Rachel (Double R..lol)
cz this time mt got a activities that I did not do and try before
that is --- Thanksgiving Night ---
I never in charge and try to in charge this before
So , I give thank to Ray and Rachel for their help when I am try to prepare this activities.
When I prepare this activities,
I feel a bit nervous..
Because this time really is my 1st time..
Yet Thanks God!
HE know our needs, HE give us what we needs..
HE is Almighty God.
I can feel it from this time mission trip..
From shy to dare to speak in front of others become share God's love in stage
From reckless become sensible
From never know how to plan become know how to plan
From easily get angry become more patient
From all of above
I can feel that Our God is a Almighty God!

Then, another deed I want Thanks God is..
When we were prepare the children camp,we all become so nervous
cz some deed happen in suddenly..
make us felt like very nervous..
Yet , we all put down our job.. do pray to God..
from this mt..
Ray teach me 1thing..
"Gonna have 100% confident to our God.HE know what we needs,HE will give us what we needs.Just trust HIM."
And..
give thank to Brother Ryan and Sister Ceci
thank they two for helping me prepare the children camp..
In fact..
I thank all my teammates..
for their patient,forgive,help,kind and others..


Ray,Rachel,Ryan,Ceci,Yee Ching,Nelson,Mei Ting,Wei Yin,Gavin and Sarah
thank for being my teammates..
I love you all~




Now I am still stay at Kuching
but already finish all the deed
So..
just come here update some feeling.
As after this mission trip, I need to go Singapore for meeting
no time for update..
Ok now..
I need to rest..
Bye :)

1115

today start my mission trip =D
come kuching again ~
only one word can decribe my feeling now
~NICE~
my mission trip will start from today until 26 of Nov..
waiting 4 me..
when I come back..
I will update my mt's sharing =)



Bye.

Prayer 2

I hate recent's weather..
hot weather+raining day..
what is it?
some time hot some time rain..
It will easily make me get sick u know?
OMG~~
very very bad news ~
Now, reali gt sick d..
how can I do?
Hmmm..
pray 2 Lord..
hope I can get well soon..
cz mission trip is coming ~
I CANNOT SICK !!!
Lord , pls help me :)

你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有多么珍贵

Prayer

mission trip is around the corner
wish all who join the mission trip
GamBaTeh Add Oil Jia You to yours final exam :)
and then
a news gonna tell my teammates..
I will try to make a meeting when you all finish the exam
maybe is this sunday or next monday ~
I will contact you all when this friday
so pls wait my call or msg :)


Pray for who still take exam now
~ Neng
~ Nelson
~ Yee Rou
~ May Yin
~ Kai Yit
~ Shi Yit
~ Chin Yang
~ Ron
~ Alick
~ Yvonne
~ Tifanny
~ Fan


hope you all can take a good result in all of yours exam :)
Refueling ~

1028

Next week mission trip coming soon
my mood become more complicated
become a team leader once again
my mood more tense than last time
After,
a good team leader is not easy to do
I fear other's people vision
fear of stress


Nevertheless
I still dont be afraid
I became strong and courageous, do not be afraid of
because God has said
I always dont leave you

mt coming soon

mission trip is around the corner..
it will coming after this week..
that mean..
my exam also will finish on this week..
good news to me !! ^^
now still leave 4 papers need to do..
gonna tell all my coursemates.. Jia You !!
after exam ~ we get freedrom.. :)
going to mission trip soon..
feel like very complicated..
this time do leader again..
I feel very scary..
scare cannot do my best.. scare cannot done a good job for God..
scare cannot improve myself again..
many deed need me to scare..
But,
God tell me..
Dont scare my son.. I will always be with you..
Well, I will try my best in this time mt..
All my teammates..
din u all received my message?
If your answer is yes..
pls reply me or leave a comment in my blog.. ^^
thank you

属于

曾答应过你的事
我做不到了。


As Neng say..
不是不能，
只是不愿。


我放弃了
所有的一切
都放弃了



不属于我的
终究就是会离开的
那
我为何还需要那么执着？
不需要的
你我都知道
不需要。



到后来
属于我的
还是只剩下袮
天父上帝。

真心。真意

今天偶然看见一段话
内容大纲大概是这样：
你能够买一百张床，但你不可能同时间睡这一百张床
你能够买一百双鞋，但你不可能同时间穿这一百双鞋
相对的，
你能够有很多个男/女朋友，甚至是情夫/情妇
但你的真心，只有一颗
但后来你会发现，
拥有一个属于你的、真正爱你的另一半
可能比拥有很多个另一半还要好太多。
真心真意的对待一个人，或许很难
但你没尝试过，
你怎么知道你做不到呢？
上帝不会把你做不到的事情，加在你的身上。






pray for mission trip now ~
all my teammates ~
I will contact u all soon ~

学习

曾答应过你，
即使在患难中，也要学习喜乐与刚强
就像那首歌曲《改变我，改变世界》。
但是就像这句话『相爱容易，相处难』
我的处境就是，『说的容易，行动难』
说，是多么容易
告诉全世界
面对困难，我一定能够很喜乐
面对患难，我一定能够很坚强
但其实
『针不刺到肉不知痛』
还没面临过患难，还没经历过苦难
我怎么能够知道我一定能够喜乐？一定能够刚强？
我以为自己能够喜乐、刚强
是因为我认为的患难，是在我能够接受的范围
一旦超出我的范围
我不知道
那样的范围，我还能不能够去接受。




无论如何，
现在的我
正在学习如何在患难中，喜乐与刚强。





短宣就在下下星期
如果可以，为我祷告
谢谢 :)

短暂的停留

突然回来这个部落格更新，是有特别原因的。
pixnet那个部落格，有太多的人知道、有太多人的留言
突然间
我觉得太多的关心会让我窒息。
受不了
我决定回来这里
反正
我身边很多亲爱的朋友也在使用这里
就暂时回来吧
调适好我的心情
Pixnet，我会回去的。

Excellence

Business Administration （商业行政）- Excellence
Accounting （会计）- Excellence
Finance - Excellence
Marketing Study （行销学）- Excellence
Statistics （统计学）- Excellence
Economics （经济学）- Excellence


My teacher say im her excellence studies
what excellence really mean?
A good studies or a good result?
I cannot get the answer...

Done !!

i want tagged **
- rYan~
- Jet
- Edmund
- Jiayee
- May
- Vincent


100 truths, tag 15 people to do the same.Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → water
Last phone call → Ah Yo
Last text message → May
Last song you listened to → 说好的幸福呢
Last time you cried → 25/12/08

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → 好像有
Been cheated on → 谁没有?哈哈~
Kissed someone & regretted it → 还没有

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → 没有
Laughed until you cried → 没有
Met someone who changed your life → 没有
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → 5
How many kids do you want to have → 不知道，看上帝的安排...哈哈~
Do you have any pets → 以前有
Do you want to change your name → 有想过，但不敢 ==
What time did you wake up today → 8 a.m.
What were you doing at midnight last night → check my thesis
Name something you cannot wait for → 不明白 ==
What's one thing you wish you could change → 不明白 ==
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → 没有
What's getting on your nerves right now → 负心的人...哈哈~
Elementary/Primary School → SJK(C) ....forget ady .... >0<
Middle/Secondary School --> SMK Kepong Baru
Hair color → 我有挑染哦...哈哈~
Long or short → 不长不短的
Are you a health freak→ 不算吧
Righty or lefty → 左手

FIRSTS :
First surgery → 谁记得?
First piercing → 不知道
First best friend → jesus
First sport you joined → 游泳算吗??
First pet → 小狗
First vacation → 不记得

CURRENTLY :
Eating → ---
Drinking → ---
Waiting →----

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → 应该
Want to get married? → 如果有人要嫁给我的话...哈哈~
Careers in mind? → 不明白 ==

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → 你疯了吗??
Drank hard liquor → 没有
Lost glasses/contacts → 不想活了?偷我的眼镜??哈~
Ran away from home → 有
Broken someone's heart → 应该没有呗
Been arrested → 没有
Cried when someone died → 有

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → 一半一半
Miracles → 我相信
Love at first sight → 不相信
Heaven → 相信
Santa Clause → 可能吧
Kiss on the first date→ 不相信
Angels → 相信

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be right now? → 没有
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → 没有

医院??

第一次进医院

我8岁

那是我第一次知道自己不健康 ^^

第二次进医院

我11岁

妈妈哭了，爸爸很着急

第三次进医院

我16岁

爸爸叫我要坚强

但我也再没看过妈妈来看望我

第四次进医院

我18岁

刚刚拿了SPM成绩

我在病床上想

我会有未来吗？^^

第五次进医院

我20岁

我真的很痛

但是我没哭

我没说

我什么都没做

只是祷告

如果要离开

我没有怨言

第六次进医院

我22岁

今年的新年前

二姐担心

所以叫我去检查

其实没什么

定时吃药就好了

每天吃3次药的日子

我要维持到何时？

我不知道

但

我愿意接受

status：我觉得耶稣非常爱我!!!hahaha...^^

突然好想你

突然好想你，你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈??

p/s：抱歉照片令你们昏眩...哈哈XD

上帝的两个盒子

你手上有几个盒子，你有没有这两个很棒的盒子？

不管金盒子或是黑盒子都是上帝的恩典与慈爱喔.....

同样，我亦感谢上帝给我一切包括开心或不开心。

　

任何事不论结果如何

总是对你有益的，

但可能你总是过了一段时间后

才会明白这个道理

聪明的人会在别人错误中学习

迟钝的人会在自己错误中学习

愚蠢的人会在别人错误中继续错误

更愚蠢的人会在自己错误中继续错误

你呢????

你应该放鬆应付每一次挑战 -

「人生 不是得到…就是学到」

这就是人生的一小部份.....

送上God's Boxes两个盒子

I have in my hands two boxes,

我手上有两个盒子

Which God gave me to hold.

都是上帝给的

He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,

祂说把悲伤放在黑盒子裡

And all your joys in the gold."

把快乐放在金盒子裡

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,

我听了祂的话

Both my joys and sorrows I stored,

把快乐和悲伤分别装进两个盒子裡

But though the gold became heavier each day,

不过. 金盒子每天都有加重

The black was as light as before.

但黑盒子却依旧轻省

With curiosity, I opened the black,

我感到很好奇就打开黑盒子

I wanted to find out why,

想要一探究竟

And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,

结果我在盒子底下发现一个洞

Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

我的悲伤都从那边漏出去了

I showed the hole to God, and mused,

我把那个洞指给上帝看感到纳闷

"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"

我不知道我的悲伤哪裡去了

He smiled a gentle smile and said,

祂轻轻地微笑说

"My child, they're all here with me."

我的孩子.它们都在我这儿呢

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,

我问上帝為什麼祂要给我两个盒子

Why the gold and the black with the hole?

為什麼一个金色的 一个黑色却漏底的

"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,

我的孩子金盒子是要给你数算你的祝福的

The black is for you to let go."

黑盒子是要给你放下的..

圣经马太11:28说"

凡劳苦担重担的人、可以到我这裡来、我就使你们得安息。"

生日快乐

生日蒙恩哦
宁小嘉
19岁咯
要成熟一点点了呐
哈！~
还有
谢谢你...


status:life is so bz and tired ==

Sorry

It is time to let you go
sorry
I do wrong already
right?
Lord,
sorry,
the 1 who inside my heart
sorry


really very sorry to u
and my Jesus
t.t



status:thesis VS assigment

Im 0kie

T0day is so h0t
why recently weather is so h0t?
This weather make me so easy t0 angry
aiks..
bt i know tis jz an excuse


Dun W0rry ab0ut me
IM 0KIE !!


status:hate this weather t.t

Lord

t.t
Lord,
recently I found many problem inside my friend and I
how can i solve it?
I do not want hurt they also
but they want hurt me
I feel so upset
Why they will like that?
Lord,
what you want me do?
t.t

Koreo Trip

感谢主
藉着这一次的新年
让我和好久都不会聚在一起的家人
到韩国去
这次的旅行
看见很多事情
爸爸的热情
大哥的疲惫
大姐的大情大性
二哥的相思病
二姐的重鼻音
我的自闭...哈哈
开开玩笑
我可不会自闭叻
生命是那么的美好
干嘛要自闭？
爸爸热情的和当地的人一起玩闹、聊天
大哥疲累的坐在一旁
大姐继续放肆的大笑着
二哥相思着我二嫂 ~Constance~是也...
二姐的鼻音还是那么重
我呢
还是那么自我
哈哈哈哈
这就是我
感谢天父
你创造了我
独一无二的我
谢谢祢！
孩子感谢祢
孩子爱祢





status:waiting my result come out....^^

God

恨一个人
绝对比原谅一个人容易
但是
我还是选择后者

没错
我心曾被仇恨充满
但如今
我心已被喜乐占据

主耶稣占据了我的心
仇恨就此离开了


主的意念比我想像的远远的大
耶稣
我爱你



status:我失去了什么？

[當]

當我說我是基督徒時...

我並不是在叫喊"我是得救的" 而是在低聲說
"我曾經迷失過 所以我選擇這條路"

當我說我是基督徒時...

並不是因為我覺得比你高一等 而是承認我一直在蹣跚而行
所以我需要一位生命中的嚮導

當我說我是基督徒時...

我並不是在顯示自己很強壯 而是在承認自己軟弱
並祈禱尋求繼續前進的力量

當我說我是基督徒時...

我並不是在吹噓我的成功 而是承認自己的失敗
並且沒有能力償還所背負的債

當我說我是基督徒時...

我並不是在自我宣稱我是完美的 而是讓你看到我生命中的瑕疵是這麼的明顯
但上帝相信我是有價值的

當我說我是基督徒時...

我還是會感到痛如針刺一般 但我有上帝來分擔我的心痛 所以我會繼續尋求祂的名

當我說我是基督徒時...

我並不是在評價你 因為我沒有那樣的權柄 我只知道我是被愛的




引用自：
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/snakelily08



status：back petaling soon ==

Thanks GOD Halelluyah!!

今早起来
以为旧病复发了
心痛的要命
吃了止痛药
打算睡个回笼觉
米奇打电话来
“对不起耶~你的论文我好像弄不见了...我找找看...”
= =
救命！
那篇论文我花了多少时间、多少心血牙！
现在说好像弄不见了？
心脏又很不舒服
头更加的痛了
觉得自己很倒霉
怎么会那样？




直到刚刚
收到米奇的信息
“对不起丫~我找回了，我明天一定拿回去给你的！呵呵”
心情没有变好多少
因为还是很不舒服
大姐怕我旧病复发，载了我去医院咯~
没什么大问题
只是发烧、喉咙痛、头又痛而已
除了这些
我好的不能再好了
父神，
孩子感谢你


status：done my thesis,Thanks GOD Halelluyah!!

sharing ...

上帝为我安排苦难，是因为他要我明白如何与他更接近，如何学习在患难仰望神。
自问，我做到了吗？
在患难中，我有定睛仰望神吗？
我在基督化的家庭长大，从小的时侯就已经是基督徒了
一直到我12岁，我才真正的知道谁是耶稣
才终于明白为什么耶稣要来到世上。
「人子来,为要寻找、拯救失丧的人。」 (路加福音19章10节)
我永远记得那一天，1999年的12月25日
那一天对我来说，真的很永生难忘
圣诞节、信主、妈妈走了...
实在是发生太多事情了...
一直到今天我才发现，原来这些事情已经过去10年了
这10年来，我成长了吗？
如果说学习在患难中依靠神就代表成长了，
那么，我已经成长了
如果说学习如何在团契事奉神就代表成长了，
那么，我已经成长了
如果说学习如何来荣耀上帝就代表成长了，
那么，我已经成长了
但是这些都是所谓的成长吗？
神看重我心中的想法多于外在的言语，
别人看我似乎觉得我在主里成长了很多
但是，事实真是如此吗？
我的内心成长了吗？
还是我依然停留在以前的我？
你的心，成长了吗？



status : upset ==

Do my own

sometime i think i become more strong already..
sometime i think i become more joy already..
sometime i think i become more cheerful already..
sometime i think i become more brave already..

as i can lead other to belief our lord..
as i can joy of the workship of God..
as i can take the initiative to talk with others..
as i can share my witness with others..

but now
i find myself hv many problem
not a good student
not a good son
not a good brother
not a good friend
not a good classmate
not a good leader
not a good praise&workship
not a good pianist

Lord,
how can i do?
how you want me do,me on how do
i am very tired
cant camouflage already..
i just want to do my own..
i can do?


status : does not finish my thesis yet ==

加油~

你不接我的电话，我相信一定有你的原因
我知道，或许现在你觉得很委屈、难过
为什么会这样呢？
当初我何尝不是呢？我一点也不喜欢science,但是老师还是把我放进了science class。
欲哭无泪，就是我当时的心情
要你做你不喜欢的事情，我知道你一定很难过、不适应
但是我相信天父这么安排一定有他的旨意的，
你去年不也那样渡过了吗？
我们的阿爸天父一定会为你安排最好的，就是你必须等待。
加油哦，贝贝~


我岂没有吩咐你么．你当刚强壮胆．不要惧怕、也不要惊惶、
因为你无论往那里去、耶和华你的　神必与你同在。（约1：9）



status : does nt done my thesis ==